occasionally i get scared of this all going to shit.
me ending up alone.
but then i remember how strong being alone made me.
and how i don't want to do it again, but i know i can.
and how i know that time really does heal the deepest of wounds.
time and tears and reflection.
and how i know that this time is completely different to the last time.
better than the last time.
so much better than the last time.
doesn't even compare to the last time.
and there's a really good chance that this won't end in tears.
just keep getting better and better.
and i'm not scared anymore, just happy.